Sunday, May 29, 2005  

new reading: 'Songs of the Doomed : More Notes on the Death of the American Dream' by Hunter S. Thompson

yeah, another thompson book. it is part 3 of the gonzo papers. i thought it was the last book. come to find out it is the second to last book. there could be more. i didn't check into that. they don't carry enough of them in the stores though, and besides i can find them online for so much cheaper. it takes something out of me though. i like going to the store. it is part of the social interactions. mine.

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A good friend will bail you out of jail...A true friend will be sitting next you saying 'Damn we fucked up'

with that in mind:

reading: 'the rum diary' hunter s. thompson + 'guerrilla warfare' ernesto guevara + 'the age of spiritual machines: when computers exceed human
intelligence' ray kurzweil

all of those books are worth looking at and each present a different format and topic. i think that reading them all at once is bringing me into some sort of odd literary harmony.

issue:

i ordered a 120gb external harddrive so that i could store all the must and stuff, and i could back up both of the laptops that i use frequently. however, it was supposed to come in on the 24th and it is the night of the 25th. that annoys the hell out of me. to make matters worse julie flys out tomorrow morning for ten days in texas with family. so i need something to do. and i just found out that my car repair bill is 847.90 USD. yeah bite me. but i do love my car so i am more than willing to pay for it.

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i remember being in groton, while julie was in maine and listening to oneiroid psychosis. we were on the phone and i was in my room. i think i was 16, 17 at the max. it was thundering outside. it was thundering where she was too. i missed her. she missed me. over the course of many years nothing has changed. only the title. so i do suppose something has changed, and it is the title that has changed. nothing else though. nothing at all. oh well.

i just remembered all that because i am listening to oneiroid psychosis at the moment. it is strange to hear this stuff after so long. it is creepy. creepy is such a bad term. this fucking shit scares me senseless. i am not kidding. i was alone in my house talking on the phone with julie and this shit was making me twitch. it makes me twitch now. i think i should change the music, but i can't it won't let me...


to be
continued.

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break the silence.

anyhow, got 'the age of spiritual machines,' but i don't have the time to start reading it just yet. and i also got the gorillaz dvd. that should distract me for a couple hours at least.

i have become addicted to curveball which oddly enough is hosted by AddictingGames. i think i should start up a league of people to play it. it is awesome. damn you all for judging me.

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boys are twice as likely to commit suicide. thought everyone should know that.

when the carbon monoxide content of inhaled air exceed 1.28% it will be followed by death within three minutes. this is nuclear war. churist churist. **seff hearts the new :wumpscut: album**

by the way, there are a thousand reasons to read 'the lucifer principle' again. aside from it completely changing my life. oh yeah. gotcha there punk. punk. punk. punky brewster.

we all hide behind insanity. all of us, no not one.

the difference between a demon and an angel is how prepared you are.

work tomorrow. back to the grind. hopefully i find out about my new office and when i get to move in and start bossing around people twice my age. gotta love how computers equal us all out. just for the history books, i welcome out new computerized masters. please, give me nifty memory capacity and some of those springy leg things like inspector gadget had.

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damn i am lazy. oh well.
moved julie out yesterday. day off today. work tomorrow. friday off to sort out my car and deus.

music of the moment: dizzee rascal
book of the moment: lucifer principle (again)
looking forward to: the arrival of my copy of Che's 'Guerilla Warfare'

the solution could be a revolution. imperialism is a nasty thing. too bad we live in an imperialist country.

funniest thought i have come up with recently: a kid from groton becoming a famous rapper. i mean that would be bloody brilliant. i wonder when someone else is going to think of it? oh well, i can dream.

i need to get the mail. i need to do the dishes. i need to get the mail friday too, that is when my books should arrive. and a fat paycheck. the chips are down so i order doubles and drink the doubles at the same rate i drink the singles.

if you are at least 20 years old and you are interested in entering an essay competition from random house, yeah THE random house, then let me know. otherwise, haters step off. OR some other obligatory ebonic threat.

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