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    Tuesday, July 31, 2007  

The Hollow Men

T. S. Eliot (1925)


Mistah Kurtz—he dead

A penny for the Old Guy



I

We are the hollow men
We are the stuffed men
Leaning together
Headpiece filled with straw. Alas!
Our dried voices, when
We whisper together
Are quiet and meaningless
As wind in dry grass
Or rats' feet over broken glass
In our dry cellar

Shape without form, shade without colour,
Paralysed force, gesture without motion;

Those who have crossed
With direct eyes, to death's other Kingdom
Remember us -- if at all -- not as lost
Violent souls, but only
As the hollow men
The stuffed men.

II

Eyes I dare not meet in dreams
In death's dream kingdom
These do not appear:
There, the eyes are
Sunlight on a broken column
There, is a tree swinging
And voices are
In the wind's singing
More distant and more solemn
Than a fading star.

Let me be no nearer
In death's dream kingdom
Let me also wear
Such deliberate disguises
Rat's coat, crowskin, crossed staves
In a field
Behaving as the wind behaves
No nearer --

Not that final meeting
In the twilight kingdom

III

This is the dead land
This is cactus land
Here the stone images
Are raised, here they receive
The supplication of a dead man's hand
Under the twinkle of a fading star.

Is it like this
In death's other kingdom
Waking alone
At the hour when we are
Trembling with tenderness
Lips that would kiss
Form prayers to broken stone.

IV

The eyes are not here
There are no eyes here
In this valley of dying stars
In this hollow valley
This broken jaw of our lost kingdoms

In this last of meeting places
We grope together
And avoid speech
Gathered on this beach of the tumid river

Sightless, unless
The eyes reappear
As the perpetual star
Multifoliate rose
Of death's twilight kingdom
The hope only
Of empty men.

V

Here we go round the prickly pear
Prickly pear prickly pear
Here we go round the prickly pear
At five o'clock in the morning.

Between the idea
And the reality
Between the motion
And the act
Falls the Shadow

For Thine is the Kingdom

Between the conception
And the creation
Between the emotion
And the response
Falls the Shadow

Life is very long

Between the desire
And the spasm
Between the potency
And the existence
Between the essence
And the descent
Falls the Shadow
For Thine is the Kingdom

For Thine is
Life is
For Thine is the

This is the way the world ends
This is the way the world ends
This is the way the world ends
Not with a bang but a whimper.

I

We are the hollow men
We are the stuffed men
Leaning together
Headpiece filled with straw. Alas!
Our dried voices, when
We whisper together
Are quiet and meaningless
As wind in dry grass
Or rats' feet over broken glass
In our dry cellar

Shape without form, shade without colour,
Paralysed force, gesture without motion;

Those who have crossed
With direct eyes, to death's other Kingdom
Remember us -- if at all -- not as lost
Violent souls, but only
As the hollow men
The stuffed men.

II

Eyes I dare not meet in dreams
In death's dream kingdom
These do not appear:
There, the eyes are
Sunlight on a broken column
There, is a tree swinging
And voices are
In the wind's singing
More distant and more solemn
Than a fading star.

Let me be no nearer
In death's dream kingdom
Let me also wear
Such deliberate disguises
Rat's coat, crowskin, crossed staves
In a field
Behaving as the wind behaves
No nearer --

Not that final meeting
In the twilight kingdom

III

This is the dead land
This is cactus land
Here the stone images
Are raised, here they receive
The supplication of a dead man's hand
Under the twinkle of a fading star.

Is it like this
In death's other kingdom
Waking alone
At the hour when we are
Trembling with tenderness
Lips that would kiss
Form prayers to broken stone.

IV

The eyes are not here
There are no eyes here
In this valley of dying stars
In this hollow valley
This broken jaw of our lost kingdoms

In this last of meeting places
We grope together
And avoid speech
Gathered on this beach of the tumid river

Sightless, unless
The eyes reappear
As the perpetual star
Multifoliate rose
Of death's twilight kingdom
The hope only
Of empty men.

V

Here we go round the prickly pear
Prickly pear prickly pear
Here we go round the prickly pear
At five o'clock in the morning.

Between the idea
And the reality
Between the motion
And the act
Falls the Shadow

For Thine is the Kingdom

Between the conception
And the creation
Between the emotion
And the response
Falls the Shadow

Life is very long

Between the desire
And the spasm
Between the potency
And the existence
Between the essence
And the descent
Falls the Shadow
For Thine is the Kingdom

For Thine is
Life is
For Thine is the

This is the way the world ends
This is the way the world ends
This is the way the world ends
Not with a bang but a whimper.

   [ posted  @ 2:24 PM ] [ (0) comments ]



    Monday, July 30, 2007  

these days have been hard
the coming days will be much harder
i find myself longing for stronger drugs,
longer nights,
and fewer worries

   [ posted  @ 8:37 PM ] [ (0) comments ]



    Saturday, July 21, 2007  

i am heading back to canuckistan tomorrow
just four days this time
but in august i will be gone more than i am home
i am ready for that; i am anticipating it

more things will cause pain than bring joy
thus finding something that through the pain brings joy is ideal
so i work
too much and constantly
it is like being slightly upset continually
thanks j.d. i wish you had written more

   [ posted  @ 9:23 PM ] [ (0) comments ]



    Friday, July 20, 2007  

the ability to suffer and endure,
that's nobility, friend.
the ability to suffer and endure
for an idea, a feeling, a way,
that's art, my friend.
the ability to suffer and endure
when love fails,
that's hell, old friend.


things are changing all over the place. i'm away more than i am home. i am happy about it. i am also intimidated by the prospect. living on the road was easy; it was a more desperate time. this isn't like that, but it isn't wholly different. i'm just learning how to die and passing the time with a sardonic grin.

if you think it is sad to think this way, then i am sorry for you. you've never seen the beauty i see everywhere. you might some day; you probably won't. i know may great people and have been known by them. i've lived well to this point.

into different days i plod, not new, just different. these are the twilight hours. these are the hours between enlightenment and suffering. i'm not worried though. no one reads this anyhow.

   [ posted  @ 6:47 PM ] [ (0) comments ]



    Monday, July 09, 2007  

Oh lord, it’s so bad
it’s so bad when you’re living in the devil’s playground
Oh lord, it’s so bad
it’s so bad when you’re living in the devil’s playground
up and down
bad and good
nobody’s living like the way they should
anymore, anymore
up an down
bad and good
nobody’s living like the way they should anymore
there’s gotta be more
Lend me a helping hand ‘cause I’ve been treating your heaven like a one night stand
I gotta pray more
I gotta pray more
There’s some man that is starting a war and I feel like we’re knocking on heaven’s door
You better let me in
I wanna get in

gram rabbit 'devil's playground' from music to start a cult to

so very true i suppose
and the aphorism of the merry pranksters comes to mine
'transcend the bullshit'
and tom waits is in the back singing 'how's it going to end?'
we're all dancing circles in the dusty floors
through many nights and mornings that are too quick to come
and here we go
one more cabaret

   [ posted  @ 3:02 PM ] [ (0) comments ]



    Saturday, July 07, 2007  

hey lincoln
eat my ass you racist whore

   [ posted  @ 9:36 PM ] [ (0) comments ]