nothing much to report. though i have felt like i am dying. not an imminent sort of death, but something instead that is slowly creeping in deliberate fashion towards me. i am not sure what it means, and i am not sure why i feel like that at the moment. it is however how i feel, so i guess that is enough importance to mention it.
"I told Miss Locey that I still needed to hear from the God that had betrayed me. An explanation would not be enough. An apology would not be enough. I need for that God to look up to me, I said. I needed for him to have to tilt his head way back to look up at me, exposing his throat."
-amy hempel
from 'rapture of the deep'
found in: the collected stories of amy hempel
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