holy crap!!! the lights! the lights are beautiful!
oh yeah, sentimental shit annoys me. i don't like looking at the past that much. wait...yes i do...wait no i don't. do i? can someone help me out with that one. things like this bother me. i don't like to think either. thinking is a bad thing sometimes. wait, that is what i think but that is what i am taught to think. wait is it? should i think that? ok...that needs to stop, sorry about that.
think back to the last time you went to a wedding? remember the crying relatives? it is funny to think about the 60% divorce rate and then to think about the people crying at weddings. are they crying because they know it is going to end in a shitty way? fuck no! they are crying because they have hope. and if only for that one brief moment people are actually happy, or at least everything appears happy. i just wish that humanity could live in those moments and not have to deal with all the other moments of life. (holy shit i dunno where that bull came from. whatever. deal with it. bite me funboy.)
ok, so i am listening to wilco. i am reading allen ginsberg. i am watching lost in translation on mute. i am completely content. and hell is chrome. the devil told me so. anyone who gets that, yeah i have a cookie for you. or something.