Tuesday, August 31, 2004  

some news for you to think about:

mummified dude found...
this guy needs to be removed from society
see i told you church corrupted the youth!!!


yeah...as of today i have a single week before i return to the grind. i am looking forward to school for the first time in a long time. i think i might actually get a lot out of it this time around. i hope so after all the bullshit i had to go through for this semester. yeah. anyhow...

i need to get back to writing. too much useless fat on my brain. i need to work some of it off. yeah, that is coming from the guy that does puzzle games when he has a headache. also...i need to clean my room. i was in the mood yesterday, but i never got around to it. now i am in the mood, but it is 0220 and i don't feel like it. i think i might go lay in bed and write a little. yeah, analog writing. badass. something.

good morning everyone.

**fades into sigur ros**

   [ posted  @ 2:13 AM ] [ (1) comments ]

if anyone is feeling generous i am making a list of things i would like. i was considering one of the new ipods, but then i found out they were horrifically overpriced. so i looked into dell and found out that they made a nice player for considerably less money. it was a little heavier, but yeah that is just something you have to live with. check out the dell digital music thingy. also, i was thinking about getting an external hard drive. i am having issues with 40gb of storage space. especially now that i am working on my webpage for its release...which should be soon. anyhow, take a look at this external hard drive. plus it is named porsche. i could finally have a porsche...and the considerably small manhood that goes along with a sports car.

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Course Title Days Time Location


43 111 202 US HISTORY TO 1877 TR 0800AM-0915AM CO 103
42 229 201 ESSAY WRITING TR 1100AM-1215PM OL 500
42 243 201 COMTEMP WOMEN WRITERS MWF 0100PM-0150PM DU 209
42 300 301 INTRO TO JOURNALISM (H) MWF 1200PM-1250PM DU 210
46 112 302 INTRO COMP POL SYS (H) MWF 1100AM-1150AM MA 108
Total Units 15.00


yay for classes. i am also going to have an independant study with dr. coughlin. i have to talk to him about it though.

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TATTOOS

props to the iraqis that get cut. welcome to a new level of freedom. i also thought the burning a tattoo off with acid thing was pretty funny. if only they understood why people get tattoos. oh well. if you haven't been cut you don't know. if you have been cut, you do know, even if you regret it. that regret is a part of the process anyhow.

anyhow, at the moment i should be sleeping. i have one hell of a day tomorrow. it will be interesting and fun. life is a bunch of experiences:) I am kinda looking forward to being all rushed around again. the season is coming where i do not bring books to work because i know i will not have time to read at all. on one hand that is horrifically sad, on the other it is nice.

so, i finally got off my ass and decided i was going to do something with myself. i have six classes this coming semester. i know plenty of people that have done that or more, so i can't really complain. for me though, that is a lot. so i will complain. bitch bitch bitch. ok, i am done with that for now. i am looking forward to the work though. it will be something to do. it will kill all the spare time i spend doing nothing, or sleeping. hopefully the insomnia will keep under control. yeah, gotta work on that a little. like right now for instance.

DRUG WAR OVER!

yeah, i think it is about time we starting to think of something else. considering the amount of money that we spend fighting 'drugs.' i have to admit, cocaine does not scare me. viagra scares me. no cure for cancer, but a thousand ways to get you back into your lust life. man i love drug companies. especially considering that they ban anything they do not have the rights to...can you say FDA?

i

am

done.

   [ posted  @ 10:42 PM ] [ (0) comments ]

ok...penn & teller rock. i like them a lot. they have a show called bullshit. i like it. you should watch it. that is about all i can think of at the moment.

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i had a long and funny post, about bacon, and what people eat this late at night or early in the morning. then i rambled on about how you people need to bake cookies for me. how my dad doesn't bake because that is what chicks do. then i wondered how many idiots think i was serious about the woman's work thingy...yeah...good times.

**curses blogger**

i wish i had a name like Vigo or Rip or Stan. No. I got Seth...biblical a little and yes also the egyptian snake god/god of death that cut his brother into 8 pieces and scattered him around egypt. then isis, his brothers wife, found the pieces and sewed him back together and thus osiris became the master of the underworld...with anubis his guard dog. yeah. i like the egyptian version. makes me all badass. i mean the whole knifing the brother thing...pure genious. i would do it, but it would be so unoriginal. i am noncomformist, and being such i am a conformist. yeah. i love it. something.

something...

bacon.

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this is just savage. i mean come on. she was 16. she was hung in public. she was executed for having a 'sharp tounge.' her name was Ateqeh Sahaleh. this world is screwed.

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work was fun today

by that i mean that nothing went wrong and i spent the majority of the time writing. well other than talking to the ladies i was working with. things closed down. it was a normal day. went to lord and taylor afterwards looking for a dress. but there was nothing in the right color. anyone know where you can get a light blues dress for a morning wedding? it isn't for me, it is for my friend tracy. thanks for asking. tracy works with me and i was helping her shop.

afterwerk

came home...ate a little. got tired. layed down. slept till 8. yum.

a small note:

you never know how much you miss pickles, till you have none left in the jar. yeah, thought i would mention that.

   [ posted  @ 8:56 PM ] [ (1) comments ]

i have been getting a ton of hits from a bunch of computers i have not been able to recognize. i don't like this. if you don't know me, why do you read my blog? if you do know me why don't you inform me as to what computer you are using so i don't get paranoid.

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it is great when at like...i dunno two forty in the morning that you electrocute yourself and you short out the curcuit breaker in your room and then you can't figure out how to boot the system back up....

that fucking sucks. especially when you were talking to people. especially when you feel like an ass for dropping offline for an extended period of time without saying anything. i just wish i knew people would understand.

by the way, big up to my dad for helping me figure the whole thing out. this shit sucks...ouch my burnt fucking hand....owowowowowowowowow.

i should really be going to the hospital...

good morning.

   [ posted  @ 3:22 AM ] [ (0) comments ]

holy crap!!! the lights! the lights are beautiful!

oh yeah, sentimental shit annoys me. i don't like looking at the past that much. wait...yes i do...wait no i don't. do i? can someone help me out with that one. things like this bother me. i don't like to think either. thinking is a bad thing sometimes. wait, that is what i think but that is what i am taught to think. wait is it? should i think that? ok...that needs to stop, sorry about that.

think back to the last time you went to a wedding? remember the crying relatives? it is funny to think about the 60% divorce rate and then to think about the people crying at weddings. are they crying because they know it is going to end in a shitty way? fuck no! they are crying because they have hope. and if only for that one brief moment people are actually happy, or at least everything appears happy. i just wish that humanity could live in those moments and not have to deal with all the other moments of life. (holy shit i dunno where that bull came from. whatever. deal with it. bite me funboy.)

ok, so i am listening to wilco. i am reading allen ginsberg. i am watching lost in translation on mute. i am completely content. and hell is chrome. the devil told me so. anyone who gets that, yeah i have a cookie for you. or something.

   [ posted  @ 8:34 PM ] [ (0) comments ]

my howl

i saw the best minds of my generation destroyed by madness...
what sphinx of cement and aluminum bashed open their skulls and ate up their brains and imagination?

Solitude! Filth! Ugliness! Ashcans and unobtainable dollars! Children screaming under the stairways! Boys sobbing in armies! Old men weeping in the parks!
Burned alive in their innocent flannel suits on Madison Avenue amid blasts of leaden verse & the tanked-up clatter of the iron regiments of fashion & the nitroglycerine shrieks of the fairies of advertising & the mustard gas of sinister editors, or were run down by the drunken taxicabs of Absolute Reality

Cut[ting] their wrists three times successively unsuccessfully, gave up and were forced to open antique stores where they thought they were growing old and cried:
Moloch! Moloch! Nightmare of Moloch!
...whose mind is pure machinery! whose blood is running money!
Visions! omens! hallucinations! miracles! ecstasies! gone down the American river!
Dreams! adorations! illuminations! religions! the whole boatload of sensitive bullshit!

Robot apartments! invisible suburbs![...]blind capitals! demonic industries! monstrous bombs!
...who therefore ran through the icy streets obsessed?[...]returning years later truly bald except for a wig of blood and tears
while you're not safe I am not safe

barreling down the highways of the past journeying to each other's hotrod-Golgotha jail-solitude watch
they saw if all! the wild eyes! the holy yells! they bade farewell! they jumped off the roof! to solitude! waving! carrying flowers! down the river! into the street!
...with the absolute heart of the poem of life butchered out of their own bodies good to eat for a thousand years...

[closing blessing(damnation)]

the soul is innocent and immortal it should never die[...]never return your soul to its body again from its pilgrimage to a cross in the void[...]where we wake up electrified out of the coma[!]

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he sat naked and drunk in a room of summer
night, running the blade of the knife
under his fingernails, smiling, thinking
of all the letters he had received
telling him that
the way he lived and wrote about
that--
it had kept them going when
all seemed
truly
hopeless.

putting the blade on the table, he
flicked it with a finger
and it whirled
in a flashing circle
under the light.

who the hell is going to save
me? he
thought.

as the knife stopped spinning
the answer came:
you're going to have to
save yourself.

still smiling,
a: he lit a
cigarette
b: he poured
another
drink
c: gave the blade
another
spin.

   [ posted  @ 5:34 AM ] [ (0) comments ]

i don't feel like blogging.


shit i just did.

   [ posted  @ 10:43 PM ] [ (0) comments ]

this would interest me, if i went on dates that is. it is so narrowminded to think this is only useful for dates though. think of the things you could skip out on. school, funerals, your annoying cousin's wedding. damn this thing could be useful.

   [ posted  @ 4:35 PM ] [ (0) comments ]

this is seth trying out the e-mail function of blogger. yeah i am
bored. i suppose you can deal with it. oh well, that is about all i
wanted to do. oh wait...html tags...how about this. i guess i
will figure out whether that works or not.

:) good morning world.

   [ posted  @ 1:33 AM ] [ (0) comments ]

so, just a quick thought. john kerry has seen war, and once he returned he was against it. bush has never seen war, yet he supports it. kerry signed up to serve. bush dodged service, but he is still willing to send other people to die for his convictions.

new rule:

yellow-bellied, warmongering morons are not allowed to send people into war without actually having gone into battle themselves. i am not going to risk a bullet in the ass for someone that wouldn't have risked it himself/herself.

   [ posted  @ 3:35 PM ] [ (0) comments ]

i'm not an artist

today was errands witht he julie-monster. it was fun, and it was something to do and she puts up with my shit. so it was good all around. then there was the whole coming home thing. that was kewl because there was dinner waiting for me. people seriously underestimate the value of a good meal at home with the family. i mean alone in my room, that is what with the family means. ;)

i'm a fucking work of art

no idea why, but i have been thinking about another tattoo. i suppose it is a good thing that i do not have the money to spare on it.:)

envy the country that has heros

so i thought someone that messaged me the other night was drunk. no, that person was not drunk. there is just this big conspiracy that i did not know about. i like it when people plan things behind my back. it gives me a reason to hate them. i am kidding. or am i? dun dun daaaa

28 days 6 hours 42 minutes 12 seconds...that is how long the tangent universe would last...i think that is hilarious.

i say, pity the country that needs them...

i have to work tomorrow. i need to remember to get gas. otherwise, i am not going to be able to get there and back. if i get there, yeah i won't want to pay for gas there. in burlington, if you do not know, the gass is at least twenty cents more expensive. darn commercial centers. arf arf. or something to that effect.

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a note:

i don't like when i get shit for no reason. if you ask me a question, there is a chance that i don't have the answer or even an opinion. don't go getting mad because i don't have the answer. don't complain that i don't have an opinion.


in other news:

check out capedmaskedandarmed.com (the jamming link to the left.) check the main page and the DNC pictures. pretty sick stormtrooper action. anyone else find it a little sick that people who wanted to protest or say something contrary to what the convention and its speakers were saying, were locked in a 40ftx40ft steel cage?


new thoughts...

yeah, i am now unable to sleep. i have to be at work at 0730. that means i am up at 0520 at the latest. also, i gotta pick up jules, which doesn't add any time to the journey, but i have to type it out incase i forget this shit. not like i would. i am just reminding myself. ugh. sleep damn you!!! **punches tummy** you too you bastard!!! **punches leg**

ever notice how the world smells different late at night? i mean the world outside my room, not the room itself. my room generally stinks. it smells like...umm all the shit i have in it. yup, i am messy. i kinda like my life like that though. i mean, it is a good life. i know where things are, generally. sometimes... i dunno.

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